Gnash - I Hate U, I Love U [MV/가사]

I Hate U, I Love U

Singer: Gnash(ft. Olivia o'brien)

Songwriters: Olivia O'brien / Gnash

Feeling used

이용당한 것 같아

But I'm still missing you

그래도 여전히 너가 그리워

And I can't see the end of this

그리고 이 끝이 어딘지 모르겠어

Just wanna feel your kiss against my lips

그냥 너의 키스를 느끼고 싶어 내 입술에

And now all this time is passing by

그리고 지금 이 모든 시간들이 지나가

But I still can't seem to tell you why

하지만 아직 이유를 말 못하겠어

It hurts me every time I see you

왜 널 볼 때마다 마음이 아픈지

Realize how much I need you

내가 널 얼마나 필요로하는 지 깨닫곤

I hate you, I love you

널 싫어해, 널 사랑해

I hate that I love you

내가 널 사랑한다는게 싫어

Don't want to but I can't put nobody else above you

아무도 너보다 더 좋아보이질 않아, 나도 그러고 싶지 않지만.

I hate you, I love you

널 싫어해, 널 사랑해

I hate that I want you

내가 널 원한다는게 싫어

You want her, you need her

넌 그녀를 원해, 넌 그녀가 필요해

And I'll never be her

그리고 난 절대 그녀가 될 수 없어

I miss you when I can't sleep

너가 보고싶어. 잠이 들지 않을 때 

Or right after coffee

아니면 커피를 마셨을 때

Or right when I can't eat

아니면 음식이 안넘어갈 때

I miss you in my front seat

앞자리에 앉아있던 니가 보고싶어

Still got sand in my sweaters

내 옷엔 아직도 흙이 남아있어

From nights we don't remember

우리가 기억하지 못하는 밤들의

Do you miss me like I miss you?

너도 내가 보고싶니. 내가 널 보고싶어 하는 만큼 

Fucked around and got attached to you

Friends can break your heart too,

친구들도 니 마음을 아프게 할 수 있어

And I'm always tired but never of you

항상 피곤하지만 절대 너에게 질린 적이 없어

If I pulled a you on you, you wouldn't like that shit

내가 널 속였다면, 너가 좋아하지 않을텐데

I put this reel out, but you wouldn't bite that shit

내가 이걸 풀어놓는다면, 넌 그걸 물지도 않았을 텐데

I type a text but then I never mind that shit

문자

I got these feelings but you never mind that shit

Oh oh, keep it on the low

You're still in love with me but your friends don't know

넌 아직 날 사랑하지만 니 친구들은 그걸 모르잖아

If you wanted me you would just say so

날 원했다면 그냥 그대로 말했을텐데

And if I were you, I would never let me go

그리고 내가 너라면, 절대 날 떠나게 두지 않았을 거야

I don't mean no harm

I just miss you on my arm

Wedding bells were just alarms

Caution tape around my heart

You ever wonder what we could have been?

You said you wouldn't and you fucking did

Lie to me, lie with me, get your fucking fix

Now all my drinks and all my feelings are all fucking mixed

Always missing people that I shouldn't be missing

Sometimes you gotta burn some bridges just to create some distance

I know that I control my thoughts and I should stop reminiscing

But I learned from my dad that it's good to have feelings

When love and trust are gone

I guess this is moving on

Everyone I do right does me wrong

So every lonely night I sing this song

I hate you, I love you

I hate that I love you

Don't want to but I can't put nobody else above you

I hate you, I love you

I hate that I want you

You want her, you need her

And I'll never be her

All alone I watch you watch her

Like she's the only girl you've ever seen

You don't care you never did

You don't give a damn about me

Yeah all alone I watch you watch her

She is the only thing you ever see

How is it you never notice

That you are slowly killing me

I hate you, I love you

I hate that I love you

Don't want to but I can't put nobody else above you

I hate you, I love you

I hate that I want you

You want her, you need her

And I'll never be her