우연히 알게된 신나고 기분 좋은 노래ㅋ 

미세먼지 없고 상쾌한 오늘 날씨에 딱 맞는 것 같당 ㅎㅎ

알콩달콩 기분좋아 봄같아!

바이두 참고!

한 때 나의 샤워곡

이 앨범에 들어있는 노래가 정말 다 좋은데(가사들이 다 진심같고 진하다) 

그 중에 가장 가장 제일 좋은 노래다 (인트로 녹아내림..)

헤어진 여친한테 하는 얘긴데 너 잊었으니까 질척이지 말라는 그런 그런.

그리고 아직 널 못 잊어서 이런 노래 쓰는거 아니고 

헤어지고 보니 너 진짜 최악이라는 얘기를

이렇게나 이쁜 리듬에 담았다. 나는 사랑 고백 노래인 줄 알았잖아.

Justin Bieber - Love Yourself (PURPOSE : The Movement)

앨범: Purpose (2015)
작사작곡: Benny Blanco, Ed Sheeran, Justin Bieber (애드시런 애드시런 >< !!!)

For all the times that you rain on my parade

And all the clubs you get in using my name

You think you broke my heart, oh girl for goodness sake

You think I'm crying, on my own well I ain't

And I didn't wanna write a song 'cause I didn't want anyone thinking I still care

I don't but, you still hit my phone up

And baby I'll be movin' on and I think you should be somethin'

I don't wanna hold back, maybe you should know that

My mama don't like you and she likes everyone

And I never like to admit that I was wrong

And I've been so caught up in my job, didn't see what's going on

And now I know, I'm better sleeping on my own

'Cause if you like the way you look that much

Oh baby you should go and love yourself

And if you think that I'm still holdin' on to somethin'

You should go and love yourself

But when you told me that you hated my friends

The only problem was with you and not them

And every time you told me my opinion was wrong

And tried to make me forget where I came from

And I didn't wanna write a song cause I didn't want anyone thinking I still care

I don't but, you still hit my phone up

And baby I'll be movin' on and I think you should be somethin'

I don't wanna hold back, maybe you should know that

My mama don't like you and she likes everyone

And I never like to admit that I was wrong

And I've been so caught up in my job, didn't see what's going on

And now I know, I'm better sleeping on my own

'Cause if you like the way you look that much

Oh baby you should go and love yourself

And if you think that I'm still holdin' on to somethin'

You should go and love yourself

For all the times you made me feel small

I fell in love, now I feel nothin' at all

I never felt so low when I was vulnerable

Was I a fool to let you break down my walls?

'Cause if you like the way you look that much

Oh baby you should go and love yourself

And if you think that I'm still holdin' on to somethin'

You should go and love yourself

'Cause if you like the way you look that much

Oh baby you should go and love yourself

And if you think that I'm still holdin' on to somethin'

You should go and love yourself

Shut the door

문을 닫아

Turn the light off

불을 끄고

If I wanna be with you

너와 같이 있고 싶어

I wanna feel your love

너의 사랑을 느끼고 싶어

I wanna lay beside you

니 옆에 누워있고 싶어

I cannot hide this even though I try

숨기려고 해도 내 마음을 숨길 수가 없어

Heartbeats harder

심장박동이 더 빨라지고

Time escapes me

시간이 빠져나가는 것 같아

Trembling hands touch skin

떨리는 손으로 살결을 만지고

It makes this harder

더 힘들기만 해

And the tears stream down my face

눈물이 내 얼굴을 타고 내려와

If we could only have this life for one more day

우리에게 단 하루라도 더 있다면

If we could only turn back time

우리가 시간을 되돌릴 수만 있다면

You know I'll be your life, your voice, your reason to be my love

나는 네 인생, 네 목소리, 내 사랑의 이유가 될거야

My heart is breathing for this moment

내 심장은 이 순간을 위해서 숨을 쉬어

In time

지금

I'll find the words to say

너에게 할 말을 찾아내야해

Before you leave me today

오늘 니가 날 떠나기 전에

Close the door

문을 닫고

Throw the key

열쇠를 던져

Don't wanna be reminded

떠올리고 싶지 않아

Don't wanna be seen

보여지고 싶지 않아

Don't wanna be without you

너를 잃고 싶지 않아

My judgement's clouded

내 판단력이 흐릿해져

Like tonight's sky

오늘 밤 하늘처럼

Hands are silent

손은 가만히 있고

Voice's numb

목소리에 감각이 없어

Try to scream out, my lungs

소리치려고 했는데,

It makes this harder

쉽지가 않네

And the tears stream down my face.

눈물이 내 얼굴을 타고 흘러

If we could only have this life for one more day

우리에게 단 하루라도 더 있다면

If we could only turn back time

우리가 시간을 되돌릴 수만 있다면

You know I'll be your life, your voice, your reason to be my love

알고 있니, 나는  너의 삶, 너의 목소리, 내 사랑의 이유가 될거야

My heart is breathing for this moment

내 심장은 이 순간을 위해서 숨을 쉬어

In time

지금

I'll find the words to say

너에게 할 말을 찾아내야해

Before you leave me today

오늘 니가 날 떠나기 전에

Flashing lights in my mind

내 마음 속에 반짝이는 빛

Going back to the time

그 때로 돌아가서

Playing games in the street kicking balls at my feet

길거리에서 발로 공 차면서 놀던

There's a numb in my toes

내 발가락은 마비됐어

Standing close to the edge

너무 가까이 붙어있어서

There's a pile of my clothes

내 옷들이 쌓여있어

At the end of your bed

내 침대 끝에

As I feel myself fall

내가 떨어지는 것 같은 느낌에

Make a joke of it all

그냥 웃어 넘겨

You know I'll be your life, your voice, your reason to be my love

알고 있니, 나는  너의 삶, 너의 목소리, 내 사랑의 이유가 될거야

My heart is breathing for this moment

내 심장은 이 순간을 위해서 숨을 쉬어

In time

지금

I'll find the words to say

너에게 할 말을 찾아내야해

Before you leave me today

오늘 니가 날 떠나기 전에

You know I'll be your life, your voice, your reason to be my love

알고 있니, 나는  너의 삶, 너의 목소리, 내 사랑의 이유가 될거야

My heart is breathing for this moment

내 심장은 이 순간을 위해서 숨을 쉬어

In time

지금

I'll find the words to say

너에게 할 말을 찾아내야해

Before you leave me today

오늘 니가 날 떠나가기 전에

며칠 전 차에서 들은 노래

너무 좋다

트로이 시반 노래는 다 좋은 것 같다

그리움이 느껴지는 노래다

트로이 시반. 내가 좋아하는 호주 퍼스 출신. 95년생

노래가 신선하고 음에 감정이 담겨있다.

대표곡은 YOUTH.

그냥 가수 아니고 배우+가수다.

영화에도 많이 출연했다

대단..

TALK ME DOWN - Troye Sivan
앨범: Blue Neighbourhood (2015)
작곡작사: Brett Mclaughlin / Bram Inscore / Emile Haynie / Troye Sivan / Alexandra Hughes

I wanna sleep next to you
니 옆에서 잠들고싶어

But that's all I wanna do right now
그게 지금 내가 바라는 전부야

And I wanna come home to you
너와 함께하던 집으로 가고싶어

But home is just a room full of my safest sounds
그치만 집엔 안전한 내 소리로 가득찬 방 뿐이야

'Cause you know that I can't trust myself with my three A.M. shadow
새벽 3시의 내 그림자가 질 때엔 나도 날 믿을 수 없단거 너도 알잖아

I'd rather fuel a fantasy than deal with this alone
이렇게 혼자를 견디는 것보단 그냥 상상이라도 하고 싶어

I wanna sleep next to you
니 옆에서 잠들고싶어

But that's all I wanna do right now
그게 지금 내가 바라는 전부야

So come over now and talk me down
그러니 지금 와서 날 좀 달래줘

I wanna hold hands with you
니 손을 잡고 싶어

But that's all I wanna do right now
그게 지금 내가 바라는 전부야

And I wanna get close to you
그리고 너와 가까이 있고 싶어

'Cause your hands and lips still know their way around
니 손과 입술은 여전히 나를 잘 알고 있으니까

And I know I like to draw at night, it starts to get surreal 
나는 밤에 그림 그리는게 좋아. 상상이 시작되지

But the less time that I spend with you, the less you need to heal
내가 너와 보내는 시간이 적을 수록, 너가 치유받을 상처도 적어지지

I wanna sleep next to you
니 옆에서 잠들고싶어

But that's all I wanna do right now
그게 지금 내가 바라는 전부야

So come over now and talk me down (Talk me down) 
그러니 지금 와서 날 좀 달래줘

If you don't mind, I'll walk that line stuck on the bridge between us
너가 괜찮다면, 우리 사이를 막고 있는 그 다리를 내가 건너갈게. 

Gray areas and expectations
애매함과 기대감들

But I'm not the one if we're honest, yeah
솔직히 말하자면 내가 인연은 아니지만.

But I wanna sleep next to you
그치만 니 옆에서 잠들고싶어

And I wanna come home to you
너와 함께하던 집으로 가고싶어

I wanna hold hands with you
니 손을 잡고 싶어

I wanna be close to you
너와 가까이 있고 싶어

But I wanna sleep next to you
그치만 니 옆에서 잠들고싶어

And that's all I wanna do right now
그게 내가 지금 바라는 전부야

And I wanna come home to you
너와 함께하던 집으로 가고싶어

But home is just a room full of my safest sounds
그치만 집엔 내 소리만 가득한 방 뿐이야

So come over now and talk me down (Talk me down)
그러니 어서 와서 날 좀 달래줘

I Hate U, I Love U

Singer: Gnash(ft. Olivia o'brien)

Songwriters: Olivia O'brien / Gnash

Feeling used

이용당한 것 같아

But I'm still missing you

그래도 여전히 너가 그리워

And I can't see the end of this

그리고 이 끝이 어딘지 모르겠어

Just wanna feel your kiss against my lips

그냥 너의 키스를 느끼고 싶어 내 입술에

And now all this time is passing by

그리고 지금 이 모든 시간들이 지나가

But I still can't seem to tell you why

하지만 아직 이유를 말 못하겠어

It hurts me every time I see you

왜 널 볼 때마다 마음이 아픈지

Realize how much I need you

내가 널 얼마나 필요로하는 지 깨닫곤

I hate you, I love you

널 싫어해, 널 사랑해

I hate that I love you

내가 널 사랑한다는게 싫어

Don't want to but I can't put nobody else above you

아무도 너보다 더 좋아보이질 않아, 나도 그러고 싶지 않지만.

I hate you, I love you

널 싫어해, 널 사랑해

I hate that I want you

내가 널 원한다는게 싫어

You want her, you need her

넌 그녀를 원해, 넌 그녀가 필요해

And I'll never be her

그리고 난 절대 그녀가 될 수 없어

I miss you when I can't sleep

너가 보고싶어. 잠이 들지 않을 때 

Or right after coffee

아니면 커피를 마셨을 때

Or right when I can't eat

아니면 음식이 안넘어갈 때

I miss you in my front seat

앞자리에 앉아있던 니가 보고싶어

Still got sand in my sweaters

내 옷엔 아직도 흙이 남아있어

From nights we don't remember

우리가 기억하지 못하는 밤들의

Do you miss me like I miss you?

너도 내가 보고싶니. 내가 널 보고싶어 하는 만큼 

Fucked around and got attached to you

Friends can break your heart too,

친구들도 니 마음을 아프게 할 수 있어

And I'm always tired but never of you

항상 피곤하지만 절대 너에게 질린 적이 없어

If I pulled a you on you, you wouldn't like that shit

내가 널 속였다면, 너가 좋아하지 않을텐데

I put this reel out, but you wouldn't bite that shit

내가 이걸 풀어놓는다면, 넌 그걸 물지도 않았을 텐데

I type a text but then I never mind that shit

문자

I got these feelings but you never mind that shit

Oh oh, keep it on the low

You're still in love with me but your friends don't know

넌 아직 날 사랑하지만 니 친구들은 그걸 모르잖아

If you wanted me you would just say so

날 원했다면 그냥 그대로 말했을텐데

And if I were you, I would never let me go

그리고 내가 너라면, 절대 날 떠나게 두지 않았을 거야

I don't mean no harm

I just miss you on my arm

Wedding bells were just alarms

Caution tape around my heart

You ever wonder what we could have been?

You said you wouldn't and you fucking did

Lie to me, lie with me, get your fucking fix

Now all my drinks and all my feelings are all fucking mixed

Always missing people that I shouldn't be missing

Sometimes you gotta burn some bridges just to create some distance

I know that I control my thoughts and I should stop reminiscing

But I learned from my dad that it's good to have feelings

When love and trust are gone

I guess this is moving on

Everyone I do right does me wrong

So every lonely night I sing this song

I hate you, I love you

I hate that I love you

Don't want to but I can't put nobody else above you

I hate you, I love you

I hate that I want you

You want her, you need her

And I'll never be her

All alone I watch you watch her

Like she's the only girl you've ever seen

You don't care you never did

You don't give a damn about me

Yeah all alone I watch you watch her

She is the only thing you ever see

How is it you never notice

That you are slowly killing me

I hate you, I love you

I hate that I love you

Don't want to but I can't put nobody else above you

I hate you, I love you

I hate that I want you

You want her, you need her

And I'll never be her